Intro Dm C Bb C Dm C Bb C verse 1 Dm C Bb C Wanting, watching, debating, on which way to run to, Dm C Bb C haunted, voices, craving, someone to run to, pre-chorus D# Gm F I haven't lost myself in a long time, I never tried to Bb F D# Gm care when I wanted to, I just want to be part of F Bb F something, I just want to be real like you chorus Gm D# Bb F Sometimes, I feel like a monster, Gm D# Bb C and times, I feel like a saint, Gm D# F Bb Gm D# Bb F I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease verse 2 Dm C Bb C Dm C Bb Silent, warnings, tell me, C that I've let things come, undone, Dm C Bb show me, teach me, the way to heaven, C D# ‘cause no other way can, pre-chorus Gm F I haven’t lost myself in a long time, I never tried to Bb F D# Gm care when I wanted to, I just wanted to be part of F Gm F something, I just wanted to be real like you chorus Gm D# Bb F Sometimes, I feel like a monster, Gm D# Bb C and times, I feel like a saint, Gm D# F Bb Gm D# Bb F I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease bridge Gm D# Bb F Closer, closer, closer to you, D Gm D# I need to be closer, i have closure, Bb F and get closer to you, every step I take chorus Gm D# Bb F Sometimes, I feel like a monster, Gm D# Bb C and times, I feel like a saint, Gm D# F Bb I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease Gm D# And I love the way you k*ll me, Bb F love the way you heal me, chorus Gm D# Bb F Sometimes, I feel like a monster, Gm D# Bb C and times, I feel like a saint, Gm D# F Bb I'm on my knees, you're my favorite disease Gm D# And I love the way you k*ll me, Bb F love the way you heal me... (end on Gm)